After much panic (needed panic?) I am sat at university on Bank Holiday Sunday.
The weather is streaming sunshine outside. Yet here I am revising. Thankfully things are starting to click into place and I feel like this is what I need to do. To just brave it out!
At university we have been discouraged from using the internet. Especially you tube. Yet last year I felt it really helped so much. Two friends of mine (one from last years uni and one from this year) both suggested I use Youtube. So I have. Sitting here with my headphones on and watching youtube. Making notes and hoping to get around to writing up some bullet points.
All the while I am sharing these videos over on my Science of Nutrition Facebook page. I hope it will help some of you guys too.
After previous disappointing results, I have really been going to town beating myself up about this. Silly. Silly me.
Yet the family have needed me as we have been taking Scott through a series of heart operations, tests and issues. Of course I'm still there for mum as we get used to life without Dad and now on top of these types of dramas my car has gone wrong. Not good as I need to pay a small fortune to fix it. But good as I am now getting a new one! Wonderful. Excited.
Meeting up with my personal tutor and the mental health team on Thursday. Just to get some support. A little rub on the arm and a 'come on Louise, you've got this' will help massively.
Panic. Breathe.
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